rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • Demi is so brave, talented, and beautifull,❤what ever problem had she is i know she will survive because she is so strong person😊💜 I/we will always support you what ever happends, i will always pray for you especially your health and happiness😇😊❤💜😘 Loveyou Demi💋💙

    Nikka Joy EpinoNikka Joy Epino5 saatler önce
  • Demi Lovato is Stunning & Brave!! It must be so hard being filthy rich knowing you have to put up with having a personal chef, a life coach, a nutritionist all while quarantining in a gargantuan mansion filled with yes men and women. None of us peasants will ever know how hard she truly had it!!

    ZenmastermeZenmasterme19 saatler önce
  • This makes me sad. How can she not see that it’s absolutely not healthy that she so desperately needs SOME drugs, even if it’s “only” alcohol and weed. I honestly think she needs to leave the industry and find peace within herself and really work on being alone, a spiritual path to maybe find what she really wants and need in life, and only then get back to making music if she’s ready for everything that comes with it.

    SaraSara20 saatler önce
  • I think there are Will Ferrell movies in every rehab. 😅

    MeganMeganGün önce
  • Demi looks hot with the haircut like always

    Imperial blueImperial blueGün önce
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    Pure ServersPure Servers2 gün önce
  • 🙌🏾

    Marcus MandersonMarcus Manderson2 gün önce
  • Lover her. She looks badass with her hair.

    leilani Priceleilani Price2 gün önce
  • Demi you are my mentor I love you and you deserve the world


    ellery caronellery caron3 gün önce
  • The scientific sausage canonically want because letter etiologically attack off a loving metal. mature, smoggy squid

    Chavez DavidChavez David3 gün önce
  • shes such a nice person. i still dont know what iconic means but i'd say shes iconic. ;)

    rewardedrewarded4 gün önce
  • This whole documentary was okay until she said she was trying to do moderation hunny that's not how it's works and honestly I hope this whole thing doesn't work out because she needs to be taught a lesson in sorry you have the brain of a rebellious dumb teenager and you can't be told what not to do or you'll do it that legit means you aren't even mature enough to make your own decisions

    SamanthaSamantha4 gün önce
    • Im*

      SamanthaSamantha4 gün önce
  • You don't know how this series helped me so much.

    Alanna WarrenAlanna Warren4 gün önce
  • All I see are YES men and that is why she is where she is

    DarcyKnox21DarcyKnox214 gün önce
  • ok but... season 2???

    Naya WahNaya Wah4 gün önce
  • I loved her Selena's shirt 😍

    Elyy RamirezElyy Ramirez4 gün önce
  • i think she has borderline personality disorder, i have bpd and a lot of the things and symptoms she talks about point to bpd. People with bpd are also extremely prone to addiction :/

    _Stricken__Stricken_5 gün önce

    layn2100 layn2100layn2100 layn21005 gün önce
  • Loved this

    Kelsey MarieKelsey Marie5 gün önce
  • Desde la primera vez que vi un concierto de Demi Lovato en 2009 sentí una conexión increíble, jamás me había sucedido con un artista por aquellos tiempos las apariencias y las notas de revista la vendían como la chica Disney que estaba cumpliendo su sueño. Realmente lo estaba logrando y ella tenia el talento para hacerlo, voces como pocas, belleza, carisma y mucha gracia, pero no fue hasta la segunda vez que pretendía verla en concierto y ella se bajó del tour de "Camp Rock 2" por sus problemas de adicciones, trastornos alimenticios y de estado de ánimo, que entendí porque sentía tal conexión. Todos estos años lloré mucho con Demi y me vi reflejada en cada vez que falló y volvió intentarlo. Por esto es que ruego y pido al universo que esta sea la ultima batalla para ella, que pueda ganarle a la depresión y a las adicciones, que en verdad pueda amarse tanto como la amo yo y el resto de sus fans. *Porque merece SER FELIZ y todos los que atravesamos situaciones similares también merecemos serlo*

    Karina TangerineKarina Tangerine5 gün önce
  • so was this the last episode ????!!!!

    danielle carterdanielle carter5 gün önce
  • i’m all for getting your truth out there but maybe she should slow down with these documentaries having the whole world watching her when she says she’s improving because almost every one that comes out something happens again... prime example is demi has been posting about losing weight recently and i mean also.... demi in this doc: “i’m no longer imprisoned by food” demi now: this frozen yogurt shop is offensive for catering to people who have other dietary needs because i have an ED

    Marisa EMarisa E5 gün önce
  • The cake scene made me cry! I can relate so much

    Alex BeausejourAlex Beausejour5 gün önce
  • Demi you don't know how proud we all are for you you inspire millions you have come so far if i could i would want to give you a hug and a whole speech on how amazing you are!! we love you demi : )

    Becky GrimmBecky Grimm5 gün önce
  • I believe in you Demi! And that hair cut I could see you’ve shed that protective layer of yours. Now you get to wear your own skin. Now it’s the time to make yourself proud!

    Rich LeangRich Leang5 gün önce
  • I love this!!! So glad you shared your story and that you were honest! This takes a lot of guts and I am impressed and proud. Always loved you in camp rock and I am so proud of your growth and can't wait to see your journey continue!

    izzy crowizzy crow6 gün önce
  • “What I eat and don’t eat is my decision” unless a yogurt shop has a sugar free cookie, then it’s someone else’s fault

    Darby DeFordDarby DeFord6 gün önce
  • Elton said it all. Moderation does not work. And if you want to eat and get fat, do it! It’s not the worst thing. Dying is.

    Carly DeboerCarly Deboer6 gün önce
  • ANR clinic in Florida works. And Demi has the money to afford it. If you read this Demi, it could help you overcome the opioid cravings you might encounter in the future. I'm praying for you❤

    Melody PMelody P6 gün önce
  • Ok but and we just take 10 seconds to appreciate how gay her house is LMFAO is so perfect

    RuPaul Drag Race Spoilers Roleplay!!RuPaul Drag Race Spoilers Roleplay!!6 gün önce
  • it annoys me how there is talk about moderation but then shortly after there is a clip of her in 2018 talking about the EXACT same thing just before her overdose. I understand the duality and hardships of control during eating disorders, especially considering ultimatums and how essential it is to avoid them (no food vs. too much food) in addition to how demi faces her drug addiction: trying to avoid the same black and white decisions she's made regarding her eating habits. I really do believe that every person works in a different way, and I sincerely hope she gets better, but it feels like history repeating, accompanied by misunderstandings in regards to the way she sees the world and faces addicition in general (as in, it feels like she's treating her drug addiction like her food addicition and it is NOT the same just because it is an addiction periodt, ykwim?)

    Ana Clara FariaAna Clara Faria6 gün önce
  • When her “friends” said they were happy about her engagement I knew there was a problem. Someone who just OD should NOT be getting engaged to someone they literally just met. So many rash decisions

    jasmine rewanejasmine rewane6 gün önce
  • Too many wrong messages in this documentary :/

    Pilo CortésPilo Cortés6 gün önce
  • exactly, never say never thats why justin made that song never say never bc u never know if u will do it again or fall again

    Neovalys GonzalezNeovalys Gonzalez6 gün önce
  • No lie I feel more bad for her friends and family then I do Demi. I’m glad she lived but does she not realize how this is affecting the people around her. It’s your responsibility to get better, no one else’s.

    Anabel LoveAnabel Love6 gün önce
  • Oh, Demi! You may never read this but I have to put it out into the Universe so please, forgive me. Drinking a glass of wine or smoking a joint to help you cope with your past is not recreational. It is self medicating. This is a path already tried and you know where it leads. It's OK to hurt. It's OK to feel pain and anguish and anger. It's also OK to move on and release the burdens you carry. If there's anything years of therapy have taught me is that we are resilient. Have faith in that spark inside you and be honest with yourself. With love, A fellow human dealing with depression, anxiety and ED.

    FelineintuitionFelineintuition6 gün önce
  • Rest in peace. Just getting it out the way ahead of time. Mark my words. They'll be burying her sooner than they think.

    Michael MelanconMichael Melancon7 gün önce
  • Instead of bashing her for her new recovery path please remember that these are just baby steps for her

    Mike MoffettMike Moffett7 gün önce
  • Was this the last episode?

    Sabrina LealSabrina Leal7 gün önce
    • For now it is. They said there may be another documentary

      Mike MoffettMike Moffett7 gün önce
  • Can we just give her the benefit of a steps... And to her team... Honesty is the best policy..! To Demi dont fall short, talk, listen and learn that you dont always have to be on top.. Other than that im rooting for you and when you feel like you dont wanna live in the lime light pfft just go somewhere remote where nobody knows of you and be you not the famous celebrity that you are but just you.

    Kate LexisKate Lexis7 gün önce
  • So proud of you! Surrendering and acceptance is one of the hardest things to do. You do you girl. Substance abuse rates would be down if there was more affordable help to the many addicts the U.S has.

    Nicole Jusovic- SysombouneNicole Jusovic- Sysomboune8 gün önce
  • Demi has always been my baby. And as a fan i feel like i just wanna protect her🤍 but i cant. I do know that i have faith that she will remain steadfast and keep being her authentic self. This was a great doc 4-series, so raw.

    n0ble.n3va3h _n0ble.n3va3h _8 gün önce
  • Do what works for you babe!

    Madison ericksonMadison erickson8 gün önce
  • GOSH I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!!!! ❤️❤️💛💛❤️❤️❤️💛💛💛

    aurora Milanaurora Milan8 gün önce
  • Madisan (her sister) is more responsible than her mom and shes 19.

    Tommy WiseauTommy Wiseau8 gün önce
  • I grew up with Elton John's music and this is the first time I've watched an interview with him. He has such an elegant speaking voice and wisdom in his words; I hope Demi is able to find a balance with the weed and alcohol. I'm glad she's not doing the hard stuff anymore; she's very blessed to have survived the overdose.

    Valerie KingValerie King8 gün önce
  • I love Demi but I don't believe in this "moderation" plan and I feel like her team, friends and family don't either, but there isn't much they can do because she's an adult. The only person I feel like it could have some sort of power its her mom but she seems to be in denial about Demi's situation. Its just very scary to us fans who really care about her seeing that the people who follow her closely are not able to tell her no

    Erica FuantoniErica Fuantoni8 gün önce
  • She looks so high omg

    OscarOscar8 gün önce
  • Okay so- totally against the drinking HOWEVER everyone's recovery is their own. Cannabis is a medicine- period.

    True Life & Tarot w/ TroLLaTrue Life & Tarot w/ TroLLa8 gün önce
  • I absolutely adore her!

    Tia RichardsTia Richards9 gün önce
  • I got so sad because of their broke up cause they were so happy together and I want demi to always be happy:((((

    I am NiAI am NiA9 gün önce
    • No guy wants to be in a serious relationship with an addict 🤣

      Izzy OkIzzy Ok8 gün önce
  • "The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing." - ...

    Lucas MatosLucas Matos9 gün önce
  • When I herd about the overdose I just felt so bad for her family and friends 💔😞 poor demi

    Roscoe McDonaldRoscoe McDonald9 gün önce
  • Your honesty heals my soul. Thank you.

    Heather GallingtonHeather Gallington9 gün önce
  • Thank you Demi for sharing your journey and life story & getting so vulnerable. I have struggled with addiction for many years & it runs strong in my family’s veins. I work hard everyday to continue this road of sobriety. I have people who are so important and are family who have yet to overcome those demons- your story really helps me continue to be loving and not hateful because someone else’s addiction and choices are “selfish”. I found myself hateful towards the people choosing addiction over anything else, wanting to cut all ties with them, but we have to realize this is a disease and they need us to continue to believe, have hope & faith that they WILL OVERCOME ALL THINGS ♥️ Addiction is scary not just for the person using but everyone else who loves them so deeply. Thank you for helping me to continue to try to understand & continue being a support system. It’s hard when you personally have been there in a dark place and addicted. To really know what it feels like & to see people you love continuously throw everything away for drugs hurts so bad- when all you want is change and happiness for them! But I will always continue to pray for these people, & that they will see change if they choose to fight against the things they thought they never could-because if there was hope for you and I there is hope for them as well ♥️ Appreciate you Demi so much! We love you & are rooting for you 😭😭🥰🥰🥰♥️♥️♥️

    Bryana SedilloBryana Sedillo10 gün önce
  • Why is no one talking about how cute she looks with her new haircut !

    mich michmich mich10 gün önce
  • so powerful, don’t regret using my time

  • She basically said she can’t get through life without weed and liquor......

    Ashley JonesAshley Jones10 gün önce
  • Your house looks like a restaurant I went when I was little! 😀

    Hello HelloHello Hello10 gün önce
  • how was I able to watch 3 parts, start the 4th one but didn't finish it... now when I try to watch it I get a message saying it requires a payment to watch but doesn't even give an option to pay 🤔😕😣

    Phat MamaPhat Mama10 gün önce
  • DEMI DESERVE THE WORLD PERIOD that’s all i gotta say

    angel fairyangel fairy10 gün önce
  • I am so annoyed. I waited forever for this documentary to come out and I can't watch it. I have been getting the same error message since day it was released.

    Leann MarieLeann Marie10 gün önce
  • Ew not Max the clown

    Nathaly BabushkaNathaly Babushka10 gün önce

    Rina VegaRina Vega10 gün önce

    Vera WilliamsVera Williams10 gün önce
  • Elton Jon “you either do it or you don’t.” Yup....Demi makes no sense saying, “I’m such a black and white Person” that means there is no middle ground so why does she think drinking a little will help?? I can see her dying young. She’s not getting it and the people around her don’t get it either. I too am a black and white person and I know that I either commit or I will fail. There is no Grey area.

    AiSHaNICoLeAiSHaNICoLe10 gün önce
  • 😭😭 lm so happy

    SKYLAR BrinkSKYLAR Brink10 gün önce
  • YES!

    Oliver Fenelon CheeOliver Fenelon Chee11 gün önce
  • Episode 5 please can’t wait

    Lendie OngLendie Ong11 gün önce
rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil